The most romantic gift ever?

In 1969, folk singer Joan Baez's husband David Harris was put in jail for refusing to join the army, quite a noble reason to do porridge. He often wore cowboy hats, and his affinity for western wear wasn't his only love; he also loved country music. As a gift to him, she recorded an album of country music for him using largely same session men as her Bob Dylan cover album Any Day Now, regrettably not including Stephen Stills. The highlight was her version of The Byrds classic "Hickory Wind"; the album serves also for me as the most romantic gift you could ever have. What could be better than someone recording in your favourite genre and drawing a portrait of you on the cover? <3

Worthless

I know this blog seems mainly to be about my life and lovelife at the moment, and i'm sorry for that, it's just it's all that plays on my mind. Today, I arranged to meet a date at 6pm, which was a 50 min travel from work. We had talked online for about 2 weeks and even had a skype video chat, so she was real. Of course, she no shows and me being the twat I am waited an hour, knowing she wouldn't come. And she didn't. I feel worthless :(

Weak

I'm not in a good condition, physically or mentally at the moment. I fainted when I woke up for work Tuesday, and am struggling to regain some kind of good mental condition. I cried yesterday for the first time in a while, and I hurt. Talk to me, someone, please?