So, another relationship has gone. I was seeing the lady in question on and off for three months, and she says via the net (but of course in the digital world) that she can't be with me. She tried, but she just can't. I just hate this. My life in the last year seems to have been endless heartache at women not being able to decide what they want in their life. I know i'm abit needy, but I don't ask for anything special. Just for someone to like me for who I am, and not to hide me and be proud they are with me. I've been dumped 7 times in the last seven years and only one has done it in person, there seems to be a basic lack of disrespect in the digital age. She lives 20 mininutes away, is it that much trouble?
Most of the issues in this one revolved around me getting annoyed when she would cancel, or try and change plans at short notice. I don't think this is the worst crime in the world, it comes down to some respect for me and my time. If I have planned something, I just like that it is followed through. I also had issues that she would not tell her friends about me. We had been together awhile, why the big secret? When we were together though, we were special and had alot of chemistry and we had a good future together. It is a shame though those times seem so few now. I recognise i'm not the easiest person to get on with; i'm stubborn and often want my own way. But I am not a bad person, and I can be very affectionate and loving. I feel as if she is just clinging for excuses, the lady must be the only person I have heard of complain that I wanted to do something that was she wanted to do for no other reason that it interested her and I wanted to share. WTF? I was also dumped on this day last year, maybe August is not a good month for me. Maybe some Dylan can cheer me up, he's got a new album out next month dontchya know..
Sorry to vent.
